To be suicidal

I know what it's like, that life isn't enough, and only death can save you. I know what it's like to be powerless, helpless, dead inside, and have so much pain that just breathing seems like a miracle. 

I know what it's like, to have no hope, to feel so much agony,  that death is like a sweet kiss that can liberate you.

To feel like you have nothing, and are nothing, and everything you are amounts to nothing .

To lose all your friends and be alone. 

 That noone understand you, and you don't want to go through another day.

I just wanted you to know, that I know.