My feelings

  I feel very content today. Contenment is a very interesting feeling, it's so fleeting yet in its nature, "completing" in its nature." I wrote in a new book that I started yesterday, and that is very good progress for me, because usually I don't continue after the beginning of a book. Also, I forced myseslf a bit to write here, in this blogger of mine. I'm currently listening to a song I like and am writing here. In short, I'm very content, but I'm afraid I don't know what I'll be doing in the next hours to come. I  honestly don't want to just be in bed and waste my time. I need to find something that I can do whenever I'm bored, that I can always depend on, and I still don't know what this thing could be..,, Anyway, thanks for reading, and have a cool day !!

 Love.  How can I find it, the perfect two for one? I don't want to settle in my life for the one I choose to love, even if it means being alone forever, and it's not because I don't mind being alone, it's becaise to me true love shouldn't be wasted, even if you only live once. I feel pretty bad at the moment, feel like things I wanna do feel impossible. Friends are such treasured people because they show us in a friendly manner what's wrong with us, and then we're able to come with solutions to fix it. But I don't currently have friends, which sucks, and all I do is try to get by with tricks and things I've learned on how to get over my loneliness. There's never a magical solution to feeling bad, but if we know the source of the problem, we can fix it slowly but surely, and then we'll suffer much less. Anyway, love everyone who's reading and have a nice day !!